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Although my wife is neither an A or B wife I would rate her as a very strong C wife. She has really tried to understand April. Just the other day I received a letter from her telling me that when I get home for Christmas I will find a present under the tree for April. I know that it is rough on her because any woman wants her husband to be a man. Not necessarily the type as pictured in the men's magazine, but an ordi- nary man. Let's face it girls, after all, what did our wives marry us for? So with this in mind, the last year I have tried to become a better hus- band. Maybe it is paying off. One thing I do know is that I love my wife more and more as each day goes by. Without her love I don't honestly know what I would do. I thank God that I have a good wife.
Now, for a little about myself physically. I am 5'71⁄2" tall, weigh 160, have brown eyes, brown hair. I am light complexioned and have only a small amount of body hair. Where several of the girls have to shave or lighten the hair on their arms I have no problem. In fact there are lots of girls with more hair on their arms than on mine. My beard is also light in texture. If it were not for the color of my beard I would have no problem with it. I can go 36 hours without needing a shave. One problem I do have is my voice. If I speak in a normal or soft tone it has a little bit of bass to it. To have a higher pitched voice requires some- thing approaching the shouting range. This is going to require much training to get it to an acceptable girl voice.
I would like to say in closing that I am glad that I learned of FPE. Since that day I have been able to accept myself for what I am. I no longer see myself as a dashing young hero or the prettiest girl on the street. I know now that I can never be a raving beauty but that I can make a possible girl out of myself. You may wonder if I ever get tired of dress- ing. Let me say that I had rather wear the clothes of a woman any day of the week as compared to men's clothing. The tautness of nylons on smoothly shaved legs, the feel of a firm girdle and bra or a corset, the feel of a nice pretty slip on your thighs and body, hair swinging lightly against your neck, a pretty dress, high heel shoes and makeup are some- thing that makes this old heart skip a beat. I'm sure that most of you girls know what I mean. When I retire from the military in 7 years I intend to spend as much time as I possibly can in the clothes that I love the best. I have intentions of learning the art of hair styling and then setting up my own shop so that I can work as April and not as Bill. I have talked this over a few times with my wife but so far she's not too keen on the idea but maybe in the next seven years I can succeed with our talks. She doesn't mind the work portion, just the every day dressing. Either way though I intend to have a special deal for TVs, so that they may have the hair fixed without fear of exposure.
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